Thinking about the future

This whole future thing really scares me. I don’t know what to do with my life.

I know, who does, really, when they’re seventeen and don’t have to choose what they want to study at University for at least a year?

But I do. I keep thinking I’m sure, that I want to be a teacher, that I want to study computer science, that I want to be an awesomer. But I also keep changing my mind. It’s frustrating. What if I choose something to study and then change my mind half way through?

Gah. I don’t know, I just want to be there already. I get so jealous of my friends who are a year ahead of me and I want to be there with them choosing and moving away from home. I can’t wait to move away from home.